--y0u w0n't get t0 see the tears i cry... [entries|friends|calendar] »¦°ßritt-þritt°¦« About Me My name is Brittany Danielle. I am a 17 year old senior at JJK. I have brown hair, hazel eyes, and stand at about 5'4". I work at Mcdonald's and have for about a year and a half. I also play tennis. And that's pretty much all you need to know! If you want to see a picture, go to my info page. :) [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[ December 16th, 2005 at 8:30pm] well i'm a little late on this.... but for those of you who didn't already know, i do have a new journal (b_dan1elle) and i mostly update that one now. so add me there =) -iasitmsltstyatooiwtbw ♥ 2|Comment|+memories+|edit

[ December 6th, 2005 at 10:49pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | hot in here // nelly ] it feels very nice to be in a good mood. this is the first time in quite a few days that i'm just all giggly. haha. i got 12 hours of sleep last night...it was amazing. well, mom made me a doctor's appointment for january 19th. i don't think she hates me anymore. she just said i wish i had told her about all of it before hand, but whatever. let's see...what interesting happened at school....my calculus test sucked badly AND i refused to do any work in english, so everyone is way ahead of me. after school i sat around for a little while. then around 7 AB came and picked me up. we went to emily's house to get her dresses so i could try them on for saturday and we stayed there for a few minutes, then we went to mcdonald's and talked to everybody. after mcdonald's, we went to food city and sat in the break room with nick and i tried to throw things at him haha. then we proceeded onto dairy queen and then back to my house. when i got home i got my birthday cake and blew out the candles, just like every year. then i called toe and talked to him for a couple of minutes, though i totally negleted to tell him what i mean to tell him haha. him and his 'brittany moods', how evil, i swear. but it doesn't matter :) now i am sitting here very hyper, but very cold. i love amber, mwahahaha! ;) well i'm going to go now and put some more clothes on and attempt to warm up. here's 2 pics have a nice night =) [edit] MY SCHEDULE:: Calculus 2 (with Wilson...I hope) at UVA Political Science at Vo-tech Chemistry 2 - McAmis English 112 - Bolling and then no fourth block =) [/edit] 20|Comment|+memories+|edit

[ December 4th, 2005 at 1:46pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | jesus take the wheel // carrie underwood ] jesus, take the wheel, take it from my hands, cause i can't do this on my own...i'm letting go, so give me one more chance to save me from this road i'm on friday night, after i last updated, i talked to jake on the phone until like 2:30 that morning. he helped me a lot and some of the things that we talked about really made me smile. only 18 more days yesterday was the SAT. it was very long and torturing. after the test morgan and i went out to eat at china garden and then to the library. afterwards i came home and took a nice, long nap. around 8 i went and picked emily up and she and i went riding around. we spent a lot of the night trying to get away from certain people, but it was a lot of fun. we sat in the break room at food city with ab for a while, and me and emily were swing dancing, woo! haha. it is now official that i am going to the christmas dance thingy with AB on saturday. i just have to get mary to let me off that day and figure out what i'm going to wear. when i got home last night all heck broke loose. dad called me into the garage so he and mom could "talk" to me. apparently they went snooping around through my stuff and my icq history and they found out all the 'things' i have done. it was horrible. i couldn't even look up at them while they were talking to me. once they finally allowed me to leave, i went upstairs and called morgan. after talking to her for a while, toe beeped in and i told him what happened, and then i talked to jake for a little while. i just really want to go back to a few months ago, when everything was okay. i told jake the other night that i really think i've changed since he left. he said that when he talks to me that i'm the same person and he doesn't think i'm different, but i really don't know. i think the last couple of months i've turned into this person that i hate, and i want to go back, but some people won't let me live things down. i can't fight anymore, i'm just completely shutting down. =/ this morning, i went to church and have done nothing else. i am almost convinced that mom hates me. i can't stand to be in this house right now. i have to go to work 2:30-11, so i suppose i should get off here and get ready. goodbye. [edit] i love my friends! i feel so much better right now. my co-workers are wonderful. where would i be without zack, aaron, travis, and greg?! well...i called toe tonight and asked him if we were still going to prom together, and apparently we are. but i still love you, greg! lol! well i'm off to bed now, goodnight all! oh, and one more thing....effin screw YOU!!!!! =) [edit] 18|Comment|+memories+|edit

everything's done and gone, and you have yourself to blame [ December 2nd, 2005 at 11:47pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | XXL ] let's see....yesterday the only remotely interesting things i did were...go out to lunch with daniel, morgan, and kent. daniel made fun of my parking job, but ya know what it's okay! haha! and then i got to take a nice little nap. fun fun. tonight i had a lot of fun. miss heather and i hung out for the first time like all year. we went out to eat at mr. gatti's and had an "addiction" talk. then we rode around the rest of the night getting drunk off jelly beans! LOL! it was a lot of fun, i've missed her! ;) well i've leave you with this... ( pictures from tonight ) 7|Comment|+memories+|edit

[ November 29th, 2005 at 10:14pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | jesus take the wheel // carrie underwood ] ( got from danielle ) i've been uploading pictures for like two hours.....gah! I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT!!! heather natasha and i are hanging out on friday for the first time in, oh, FOREVER! haha! i've missed her and apparently we have a LOT to catch up on. ;) on saturday i have to take the SAT, and then i don't have to work so i'll also be getting into something that night...i'm just not sure what yet? emily's going to burn me another cd, yay! i love her! well i knew this would happen...i'm going from upset to angry. i don't want to do that. i'm just going to stop thinking about it and stop caring. i'm not trying anymore, i've done the best i can, it's no longer up to me. morgan needs to change her photo album from "friends" to "boo's album"....haha envirothon sucks badly....UGH i really should've gone to the alumni game tonight. but i DIDN'T because of STUPID, POINTLESS reasons!!! MY 18th BIRTHDAY IS EXACTLY ONE WEEK FROM TOMORROW!!! well i'm done with this very random update. i hope everyone has a good night! comments =) [edit]i have uploaded 641 pictures in two days...tell me that's not amazing.[edit] 14|Comment|+memories+|edit

[ November 28th, 2005 at 10:41pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | like we never loved at all // faith hill ] i just called nick a weenie! hahahahaha! well here's what happened...some evil psycho broke into my email, deleted all my emails and files, AND deleted ALL 50 billion of my pictures!! err! i am in the process of reloading them. i have about 200 of the loaded back. so yeah. i'll keep ya posted. i love toe! he's been my bestest friend for 6 months and it will stay that way. i talked to jake today....apparently he and i have been thinking the same thing? it's odd. i wish i could've talked to him when he came in. (like we never loved at all by faith hill & tim mcgraw.....you know what i'm talking about) i'm in a good mood! :) i love mogran. she was there for me tonight. she helps me with my evil and violent plans. if you can look in my eyes, and tell me we'll be alright and promise never to leave....you just might make me believe btw, i will put WHAT I WANT in my journal. if you don't like it...piss off! thanks! =) comments puh-lease ;) 7|Comment|+memories+|edit

[ November 27th, 2005 at 11:53pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | miss me baby // chris cagle ] hmm.... let's see if i can give a quick re-cap of my last few days.... friday...i went to kingsport mall for my birthday. we ate at sagebrush, where i saw someone and it kindly freaked me out, haha! i had fun shopping. we went and saw walk the line and it was really good. while we were in aeropostale, this metal 50% off sign feel right on my face and busted my lip. so there i was, walking around the mall with a swollen split lip. i must admit it was pretty funny though. i told mamaw that i was going to tell people that she hit me! hahahaha! mamaw is insane, let me tell ya! anyways, after we got back home, meisha and i went riding around. i found toe at huddle house, so he and i hung out for 45 minutes or so and talked. i came home, talked to toe and kent on the phone. i cried FOREVER. i was so upset, i can't even remember the last time i was that sad. i couldn't even make it upstairs, i just slept on the couch. yesterday i worked 2:30-10:30. i saw JACOB BOLLING!!! he was in for thanksgiving, and he came through the drive-thru. haha woo! toe came by mcdonald's for a minute, because he loves me! lol! i was in a very giggly mood all day. after i got off work, i went to the bowling alley to pick up meisha, and morgan and kent followed me there. then i took sam home, then came home and did nothing? this morning i went to church. around 1:30 morgan and toe came up to my house and we all headed to kent's house in powell valley. i had a lot of fun. NOTHING HAPPENED ON LAURA'S BED, OKAY?! lol!!! i swear, the things that happen when you get sex-crazed teenagers together! haha, i'm JUST KIDDING! after that i went to work from 4:30-11. it was boring, but i did have my break with aaron and greg and that was loads of laughs. after work i talked to jake for a second, and then did digital journals. now i'm here loading pics. today i asked him, "is everything okay now?" and his reply was "i don't know, but it's getting better fast." i just love my christopher logan and i mean that with everything in me!!! =) wanna see pics from today?! of course you do!! just go here to my http://photos.yahoo.com/bdo_06 and they're under 'senior year'. there towards like the middle or something? well g'nite!! 1|Comment|+memories+|edit

baby, baby, baby bring me down...i wanna be right where you are [ November 26th, 2005 at 1:44pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | kerosene ] i'm fighting so much. i'm trying so hard not to fall apart, and i'm trying to stay strong. i never knew all these feelings i had inside of me, but now it's never been clearer. i was the last one to see. all i really have to say right now is...i love [y o u] and i hate [h e r]. i'm sorry if that doesn't make sense to anyone. now i must go get ready for work. ( Read more... ) 2|Comment|+memories+|edit

i was lying to myself, now i'm dying in this hell [ November 26th, 2005 at 2:17am] [ mood | horny ] [ music | whatever you say // martina mcbride ] i know you can hear me, but i'm not sure your listening....i hear what your saying, but still there something missing....whether i go, whether i stay, right now depends on whatever you say i never thought i would ever feel this bad again....yet here i am. once again i feel like crawling into a ball and dying. it's like my life has been rewound 3 years. i can't lose him....he means too much to me. tiffany and kent have helped me sort this out somewhat. i need to get over myself and do what i really want to do and stop over thinking. i think i will. either that or stay in this hell i'm in right now. i can only hope that tomorrow is a better day. i'll update about the trip to kingsport and my damn busted lip later on. good night. [edit] tiffany just sent me this message "YOU'RE KIDDING ME!!! what a little bitch...sorry, but ugh!!"...and uh HELL YEAH SHE IS! it pisses me off! i love you tiffy beth! [/edit] Comment|+memories+|edit

pumpkin pie ;) [ November 24th, 2005 at 11:47pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | jesus take the wheel // carrie underwood ] i don't wanna talk about last night...i'm angry and i haven't had much sleep...i'm so tired and blood shot, ain't no tellin' what i'd say...i don't feel like loving you today well happy freakin' thanksgiving, everyone! mine wasn't anything too special. we went to mamaw's and ate, and then i slept. after i came home i talked to toe on icq and then he came up here for a minute. i froze to death and i was miserable talking to him. i just wish he would understand. i really don't have anything else to say about it, because it's honestly no one else's business. after he and jordan left, i went riding around with MY FRIEND WHO LIKES TO RUN REDLIGHTS! hahaha!! i got home around 10 and then sat and talked to mom and dad in the garage for about an hour and half. now i'm on icq talking to nick, matt, brandon, and greg! tomorrow i'm going to the mall for my birthday!!! i'm excited! afterwards, if toe keeps his promise, he and i will hang out and discuss everything. well i'm sorry my update was so sucky, but i must go because i'm so cold that i can't feel my fingers. everyone have a nice night! =) -brittany danielle 3|Comment|+memories+|edit

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